Transition.

Less then 100 hours before NS...

Sometimes it makes me wonder why I'm so enthu about leaving my friends, family and loved ones to go for somewhere unpredictable, regimental and so completely political.

I think I'm going crazy.

But I'm still not going to waver my resolve.

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Yeah. I'm not going to they gym today, thats why I'm currently blogging.
I've achieved my goal of completely exhausting my muscles 3 days before I get into NS.

This is my last recovery phase before I enter Tekong.

I can safely say that my body has never been in better fitness condition in-my-life, before.

Ok. No excuse where I can say "I didn't train, thats why I'm like that lor..."

Of course I expect that there'll be like a hell lot of people far, FAR fitter then me. But then, I did try my best to prepare.
I'll try my best to reach the fittest standards also...

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sigh...

I'm just scared I'll make a single mistake that'll ruin my entire life in the army... =/

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... I wonder how much my life is going to change...
... I know its going to be for the better, but how much?...
... I might turn for the worse... but how much worse?...


I feel bogged down so much by my ordinary life....
I really dunno how hard my transition will be like....

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sigh...